|For "cat people," I believe #7 could be changed to "Remember before you hit me: I have claws that could easily scratch your eyes out, but I choose not to blind you."|
Dr. Ecker has recommended putting in a feeding tube, which requires surgery, and I'm not sure how I feel about this yet. I won't make a decision on this until we receive the results from her lab work tomorrow and I'm not even sure which way I'm leaning just yet.
As I was writing this entry, Emmi Sue jumped on my lap twice and has convinced me that, no matter what, she is not ready to leave me, and I am utterly relieved. I am in no position to let my baby go just yet! I am well aware that the time will come far too soon, but seeing her eating, hearing her purr each and every time I pick her up and feeling her sleep on top of me, all tell me that her time is not now, not yet! Thank you, Emmi Sue, for telling your mommy what to do. Your life, our story together, is not going to end until you say it is time. I love you with all my heart forever and always. ♥